Sorry.

For those of you who have been worrying about me...I'm still alive!

I'm sorry I've seem to have fallen off the face of the earth. I've been processing things.

Lots of things.

I was just looking on facebook and saw this post by Natalie Grant regarding her song "Clean"

I've spent hours today, reading every single comment about my song "Clean". Tears have streamed down my face and I've...
Posted by Natalie Grant on Monday, October 26, 2015

I was reading the last line: There's NOTHING too dirty that HE can't make worthy. He is the King of the world and His grace does not have an expiration date.

That basically sums up for me how my thoughts about myself changed on October 18, 2014

I had been seeing myself as dirty for 13 years, unworthy of basically anything good. Then I realized, that no. God has MADE me worthy, he has made me clean. I can't wait to buy this album by Natalie Grant and listen to you daily to be reminded that He Made Me Whole, Clean and Worthy again. 

The only person that can do that is God himself, no person on earth can fill those voids. 

I got to thinking then, that maybe someone out there in my blog world is feeling unworthy, unclean, and unwanted tonight. 

I want you to know that you are WANTED! and the one that wants you can make you WORTHY and CLEAN and WHOLE! All you have to do is trust in him. 

His Name is Jesus Christ, he wanted you so much he died for you! 

Do you know anyone that loves and wants you so much they would truly do that for you? Any human being? I can honestly tell you I don't think my husband even loves me that much.

I'll leave you with that. 

~*Signing off*~
#warriorprincessKJ

Thank You

I've been wanting to reach out to all my readers and just say a big

THANK YOU!

So many of you reached out this past week and let me know you were reading, and that you care. I am very thankful for that. I hope my story touched you in some way. I hope it didn't make you feel sorry for me, I hope it just helped you learn a little more about me, and my loving savior Jesus Christ. 

I also need to say thank you to the ladies who helped me edit my story. You were all amazing! You had such great insight and were so supportive. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. 

I don't normally edit my blog entries but because of the importance of this one I wanted guidance, and you wonderful friends gave me that. 

This story wasn't hard to write, write it correctly with correct grammar and punctuation that was hard.  It was hard to put out there, it was hard to think people would actually read it and care. It was a hard task to listen to God in that aspect of it. However, after MONTHS of fighting with him, I finally listened. I put myself out there for the world to see, and so far I've only been blessed by it. 

God is faithful, and his Love endures forever, of coarse he would make sure I was blessed through doing something HE wanted me to do. 

"The steadfast love of the Lord never cease, his mercies never come to an ed; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness." Lamentations 3:22-23 ESV

Now I ask  Pray..What's next God? Where are you leading me? What are we going to do next?

I'm looking forward to the next step with God, and knowing I have told my story, I'm not lying anymore. I'm not hiding part of me from my family and friends. 

I am me.

A fighter for God's army. 

A child of a King.

#warriorprincesssKJ

For those of you who would like to read my story again or would like to share it with someone, you will find it over to the left. Under the Page title Church goer to rape victim to Child of the King!  Please if you know someone who could benefit from my story share it with them. Help them to know that they are not dirty and they have nothing to be ashamed of, and they are truly loved!