Poetry From High School

Drug

At first glance I wondered more 
Drug,thats what you are 
At first taste I wanted more 
Drug,thats what you are 
At first touch I needed more 
Drug,thats what you are 
I am hooked on you 
Drug,thats what you are 
I want you more & more everyday 
Drug,thats what you are 
I need you now & forever 
Drug,thats what you are 
I am hooked 
Drug,thats what you are!

still remember four years old Friends Forever

daycare days 
sandboxes & swings 
arts & crafts 
you & me 
friends forever 
the more & more together we were 
best friends forever is what we were 
if one was there you knew where to find the other. 
If one was without the other you always knew the other was right behind
together always 
best friends forever 

What happened to best friends forever? 
Does forever leave when something better comes? 
best friends forever until something better should have been our pact! 
i should have known! 
i shouldn't have been so dependent 
i should have made other friends but no 
you & me 
friends forever I didn't need anyone else.
You found something better 
you moved on! 
you forgot about us 
remember four years old friends forever? 
whats wrong with me? 
why can't i find something better? 
why can't i forget four years old 
friends forever 
does something better know you pact? 
friends forever until something better?

Three Little Words

"I LOVE YOU" 
3 LITTLE WORDS USED BY MANY 
MEANT BY FEW 
BUT WHEN I SAY THESE WORDS TO YOU 
I MEAN THEM.
YOU ARE THE 1ST I SAY THIS TO MEANING IT 
AND KNOWING ITS TRUE!
NEVER BEFORE MAYBE NEVER AGAIN I SAY TO YOU
I LOVE YOU 
TONIGHT FOR THE LAST TIME 
I HOPE NOT 
BUT WHO KNOWS? 
I SAY THIS TO YOU TONIGHT AFRAID I'M LOSING YOU. 
HOPING YOU SEE THE FEAR; 
THE HOPE AND TEARS IN MY EYES! 

I LOVE YOU 
MEANS NOTHING
WITH NO ONE THERE! 
I AM SO ALONE NOW!
I HATE THOSE WORDS! 
YOU DIDN'T MEAN IT! 
WHY DID YOU SAY IT? 
I SHOULD'VE KNOWN 
YOU SAID THEM TO KEEP UNTIL SOMETHING BETTER! 
WELL SHE IS HERE FOR YOU NOW 
WILL SHE BE FOREVER? 
OR IS SHE WITH YOU UNTIL SOMETHING BETTER 
NO ONE KNOWS! 
BUT IF or WHEN 
SHE BREAKS YOUR HEART 
LIKE YOU DID MINE 
DON'T COME TO ME! 
YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE! 
ITS OVER YOU BLEW IT I'M THROUGH! 
IM SICK OF THOSE 
3 LITTLE WORDS! 
I LOVE YOU!

Life

Crazy as heck this life is... 
always on the go 
no time to stop and say no 
when all u wanna do is run and hide
in me u can confide 
don't think twice 
I am here for u now 
and i will be then 
don't worry bout it my friend 
together we can pull through 
as long as we have each other 
this world we can conquer 
so when life gets so bad 
don't get mad 
just come to me and together we will be 
together then, now and always 
together forever
to beat this life

Untitled

you are the one for me 
you are so sweet so gentle so kind 
how can i possibly show you how much i love you? 
my superman i hope you always are
i don't want to leave you 
when I'm by your side 
smiles are all i see 
love is all i feel 
there is no hate, 
no guilt no lies 
i have nothing to hide 
so i can show you superman 
how much i love you

Life After Drug

The days without you are hard 

Drug thats what u are
i can't stop thinking bout you
drug thats what u are
why did you have to leave?
drug thats what u are
i was addicted to you
drug thats what you were
there is no need for you now
drug thats what you were
you are no longer my drug or my addiction
drug thats what u WERE!

Just For You

I wanted to save myself
just for you
someone came alone while i was looking
just for you
and he wouldn't let me keep myself
just for you
but i've learned to say no
just for you
and from now on I'm
just for you
because the heart in me is
just for you
and i write this tonight
just for you
to show you what you mean to me and what i've done
just for you
I LOVE YOU!

Gold

I gave you my heart 

in the cold i placed it
in your hands 

you turned it to gold
smiles tears arguments and 

whispers in the ears 

you turned my soul to gold
hugs kisses and dances 

you changed me personally to gold
Swirves in the road 

sneeking hugs and kisses at the arena and in the car
innocently you've given me 

your gold love 

your love is more important to me than any piece of gold
right now 

this day 

you have my heart and my soul 

my love which i hope 

to you is gold.

The One

You are the one
when we are together we have so much fun
you make me, me 

and I love thee
You are the one
dreams of you and me thats all i see 

and i love thee
You are the one
one day together we will be and i can't wait
and i love thee
You are the one
i dream of you 

you dream of me
and i love thee
you are the one
two worlds colide in me you can confide
and i love thee
you are the one
we are worlds apart 

baby don't break my heart 

and i love thee
you are the one
everthing i would sacrifice to keep you in my life 

and i love thee
you are the one 

only one for me
you are the one 

and i love thee

In My Room I Sit

in my room I sit 

and cry just a bit
Ok that's a lie 

I feel like I'm to die 

he called me and said

 we are over
I like her instead 

we are over 

now he wants his stuff

even the bear
so I act all tough

give him the bear

in my room I sit 

and cry just a bit
ok that's a lie 

I feel like I'm to die 

in my heart we were gold

in his we're just old 

now we're just cold 

and I'm getting over the old 

hey he said how you doing
hi I'm doing better all the time 

he won my heart 

I hope he doesn't rip it apart 

in my room I sit 

and cry just a bit 

not a lie 

I'm not going to die 

yesterday I met him 

today I like him
one day I'll love him 

and he'll love me too

yup we are in love 

and I'm over the jerk
who called me and said 

I love her instead

My Baby

My Baby you make me smile 

even though we are separated by miles

my baby you make me smile 

here for me you are, don't care bout the miles

late, late night talks 

dreams of early morning walks

and breakfast in bed
all of this is in my head 

I'm second in your life 

this isn't a sacrifice

your little one comes first 

soon she'll have a purse 

i like you, you like me 

together we be
thanks to late night talks 

and dreams of early morning walks 

you speak your mind 

you open me up 

you make me smile 

won't give you up 

i smile because you care 

i frown because you're not here 

i dream of you here to hold
when the nights get lonely and cold 

My baby i think about you all the time
until were together again
my baby please stay with me
until the very end

Highs and Lows

I look into your eyes, and
I see all the way to your toes.
I see everything,
your highs, and your lows.
I can't tell you enough
the way you make me feel.
It's like I have that feeling,
I know this is a deal.
No matter what you do,
no matter where you are
I always know, our hearts are not far.
I make you mad, you get red,
I get sad, and nothing we dread.
A future i see, family galore,
it includes a tree, lets go explore.
I look into your eyes, and
I see to your toes.
I see everything
Our highs and our lows.