My Story

So as you know...I'm doing the When Women #WalkInFaith online bible study with #P31OBS. It has been amazing. 

Last week during the Bible Study Live portion I was really moved by a question :

11. Is there an area of your life that you may struggle to BELIEVE God will get you through or provide for? For BSL Team member Melissa Chambers, it’s believing God wants to use her in any possible way. Melissa is choosing to believe God’s truth in Psalm 73:26, “My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.” If you are comfortable,share with us what you struggle to believe. Let’s take a moment to pray over each other’s comments so we can all dare to believe we are who God says we are!

 Here was my answer: I'm struggling with God's plan for me...I want to use my past of being raped in a way to Glorify God, but I keep questioning if it is He who wants me to use my story or if it is ME that wants to use my story. How can God really use me, a nobody?

After that event, about 5 people with #p31OBS reached out to me, It was an amazing expericnce to see God work like that. I've been able to chat with a few of them a little bit more, and they are praying for me as I try to figure out ways to share my story of how I was raped and how God is using that part of me for the better. I'm still praying, I don't know what or Where God wants to use me. 

Last night was a #twitterparty, also amazing! We were asked what was one word we would like prayed over us. I said #where, #where can I use my story, #where should my story be heard. Today while reading When Women Walk In Faith, I came across the following :

Notice that #pinkink??? AHH! I can't stand writing in my books with pen...it is so permanent. But I just knew when I read that section I had to use the pen...not the pencil sitting next to it. It had to be permanet, It had to stay. I need to pray about sharing my story, and I need to share my story. So here I am writing out my pray to My Father In Heaven, and what do you think would come on my itunes radio? "Write Your Story" by Francesca Battistelli. 

Is God showing me he is here and listening to me or what?!?! 

Over the next few days, I promise, to keep praying over my story. I am planning, if The Lord agrees, I will expand more on my history over the next few weeks. 

Would you pray with me?

Thanks,

Signing Off

#warriorprincesskj